where do we go for sweet release?

llamentations @ 2009-12-05T03:17:00

2009-12-04T19:17:04Z

I will have this
I will have my anger, for the next few minutes at least

That's what blogs are for, no?
To lament?

I will revel in it
And then I'll leave it at that and never re-visit this ever again

(a few minutes later...)
(...seriously...)

Fuck it
Goodnight

llamentations @ 2009-11-17T20:19:00

2009-11-17T12:19:16Z

Pssst! Baby! Look here!

The perfect words
Never crossed my mind
There was nothing in there but you

(I'm not very good with the sweet things, am I)

collide

2009-10-03T10:05:22Z

you're a mountain
that I'd love to climb
not to conquer
but to take in the view

llamentations @ 2009-09-17T23:37:00

2009-09-17T15:41:35Z

i am losing what i never had

cryptic shit balls

llamentations @ 2009-09-14T00:14:00

2009-09-13T16:16:13Z

and on that small note,

I am thoroughly smitten

fml

llamentations @ 2009-09-12T09:17:00

2009-09-12T01:18:03Z

life is too short for emotional foreplay

worse case scenario

2009-09-11T05:51:40Z

Its the first time in about a month that I've slept before 7am, and woken up before 4pm.
Slob much.

I've also forgotten what it feels like to have the butterflies.

What stupid games we play indeed.

I'm getting too old for this.

Whoever reads this, I've got a gig tmr at marina barrage. Please come and see, it'll be good I promise.

deluge

2009-09-10T17:22:08Z

so I put up my sails and I searched all my days and found one thing.
There is no love anymore.

but chicken nuggets make a good replacement.

the more you look

2009-07-19T19:36:23Z

the less you'll find

you're there, but you're not
geez

glockenspiel

2009-07-13T16:53:09Z

Looking at your photo, you were goddamn pretty for a boy eh?
it's nights like tonight, when I can't stop thinking of you and where you're gone to
I put on your favorite Foo Fighters song that we were listening to in my car under nigels apartment
Same day bernie got his calf tattoo, we just came from class
remember?
"tired of you", thats the song
It's not helping one bit
Where've you gone to?

"on the day my best friend died, I could not get my copper clean"

llamentations @ 2009-02-12T00:23:00

2009-02-11T16:23:53Z

if only the lights would dim a little
i'm wary of eyes upon my scars

who could deny you

2009-02-01T17:30:57Z

honey you should know
that I couldn't go on without you

whoever you are

llamentations @ 2009-02-01T04:19:00

2009-01-31T20:24:13Z

the holiday period comes to an end
an end to a week of drunk and wii and gigs and angbaos and drunk and and

"..pick yourself up and learn again.."

I don't mind if you don't mind

now taste

2009-01-29T15:56:37Z

all I ever needed
all I ever wanted

what have I to show except

2009-01-25T15:47:39Z

"..we'll have a wing in our honour in a big hospital.."

reunion dinner was exceptionally awkward this year
lying in the back of my car with a jager
hello tramadol, my old friend
goodnight

happy fucking new year to you too

maybe when I'm done with thinking

2009-01-24T05:20:11Z

maybe you can think me whole

when I didn't do my homework..

2008-12-17T17:30:34Z

tonight I hate myself again
and I know it's not enough
I'm so sorry

i won't survive..

2008-12-01T15:46:42Z

If anything, Malachy, I now symphatize. I wouldn't go so far as to say emphatize though
I wish you peace
Now, let me feel what you felt
Please

just because you feel it

2008-11-30T15:27:39Z

l: "7 weeks later.."
J: "mmmmmm, so what does that mean.."
l: ......

it's not a silly little moment

2008-11-29T10:31:48Z

it's not the storm before the calm

what a shame

2008-11-21T18:51:25Z

we became........

lost hope

2008-11-15T03:43:49Z

now learn to hope less

patience, my dear

2008-11-08T20:32:21Z

we could spend a lifetime waiting here

smoke rings and immortality

2008-11-01T19:50:06Z

3:49
hello from beside you

starting out with crippling doubt

2008-10-27T11:29:01Z

we'll rest easy